going to start writing down my dreams again when i wake up because i can't remember them 2 minutes after i open my eyes and they've been really interesting lately. half was that i was getting robbed/possibly sexually assaulted by this guy holding what looked like a caulking gun. i didn't know if it was a real gun or not or if he even had a real gun in addition to that. if he tried to rape me i was going to tell him to shoot me because i'd rather die defending my body? "Shoot me...there is no greater glory than to die for love" was stuck in my head i guess. anyway then i was at this tropical beach with kings of leon and they didn't even LOOK AT ME!!!! i was trying to tell them about the guy who was going to rob me and ask if they could help me look out for him and they just didn't care, instead they were interested in this stupid girl jen from elementary school!!! whatever, i don't feel bad about not liking them anymore. then there were these sectioned off wood stall/booth things right on the water for boogie boarding or something and i was having a blast/had long hair/beach body. then claudia was there and i went to get some towel or something but when i came back it got dark and everyone was leaving to go take showers.