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mostly i wish i had a fireplace and a cat
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without jinxing myself, things are going well lately. i don't think i'm going to have to take a winter class, and i might only have to finish with 15 credits next semester. i'm 95% going to new orleans in january for a community service trip with my friends, and banana republic just called me for an interview next week. i don't have to present a lesson next week for my supervisor because he already saw me teaching one the other day. now i just have to start making time to go to the gym, keep up with kappa, and continue to try to have a life.
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i shouldn't have left my rain boots in spain; showers 'til monday.
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october begins:
eating more fruits/veg, trying new recipes
working out REGULARLY
reading at least 2 books/month
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one day i'm going to wake up to a combination of these things...
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don't things like twitter and blackberries and stuff bother anyone else? the need to constantly be connected to the internet and check every social networking site really turns me off. i don't want to know what you're doing all day every day!!!!!
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schooling and reading and x files. so busy and i'm not even working yet. in other news:
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until then i will keep gravitating to where i want
and i will be wanted
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I have scars on my hands from touching certain people. — J.D. Salinger
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i had a dream that my brain was in other peoples heads. i started to explain it to someone and they said "I know, it's okay."
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money is crummy
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i want to read all the classics
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i'm cleaning up and organizing clothes and i counted 17 bras in my room
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i like working with little kids because it's refreshing. for 2.5 hours i don't have to worry about myself or anything going on in my world because my attention is being diverted to 10 little people. most of them haven't been tainted by anything and if something bad has happened in the three years they've been alive they seem to forget about it once they find a pine cone in the sand, going around collecting "nature" (pine needles/pine cones/twigs/etc). not to mention that it takes multiple summers for them to remember you. their biggest worries are if their friend will show up to camp or what color they're going to paint their dinosaur. they tell me about how they saw "A REAL LIVE HERMIT CRAB" crawling along the boardwalk on their family trip to aruba or their three dogs four cats and two fish. they sing pirate songs they've heard somewhere and drive the play car to chuckie cheese every day.
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fuck everyone i have no through and through friends except my mom
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so i had this dream i was going to be in a runway show but the someone told me i wasn't allowed to be. but then rachel zoe appeared and said that "you know,, most of the runway shows i started out in i snuck into..." and that that was what i should do lol weird. also the bustier type top thing was beaded but i couldn't find any pics.
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going to start writing down my dreams again when i wake up because i can't remember them 2 minutes after i open my eyes and they've been really interesting lately. half was that i was getting robbed/possibly sexually assaulted by this guy holding what looked like a caulking gun. i didn't know if it was a real gun or not or if he even had a real gun in addition to that. if he tried to rape me i was going to tell him to shoot me because i'd rather die defending my body? "Shoot me...there is no greater glory than to die for love" was stuck in my head i guess. anyway then i was at this tropical beach with kings of leon and they didn't even LOOK AT ME!!!! i was trying to tell them about the guy who was going to rob me and ask if they could help me look out for him and they just didn't care, instead they were interested in this stupid girl jen from elementary school!!! whatever, i don't feel bad about not liking them anymore. then there were these sectioned off wood stall/booth things right on the water for boogie boarding or something and i was having a blast/had long hair/beach body. then claudia was there and i went to get some towel or something but when i came back it got dark and everyone was leaving to go take showers.
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i've been doing physically wild things in my dream, a lot where i'm just hanging off of something. one was some cliff thing that i climbed and another was me trying to go up this roller coaster looking escalator transportation thing to get to some gift shop?? anyway i was like hanging on it by a thread. in my one last night johnnie was being a dick and dancing with that scene girl with the pink hair audrey kitching for some music video he was making and then he was in some motor row boat thing and then i saw this guy and told him i had a crush on him a long time ago and he said why did i stop having one? and i said "because you're a dick!" then he said "you HAVE a dick!" and i laughed and said sometimes i wish i did. then i was so happy and told everyone to fuck off and was going to put on some big ugly shirt with french writing all over it.
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